Thursday 25 August 2011

read this..:)


I just open one cool blog

It is very Islamic and I love it so much

The beginning of her/his writing was great

It made me think




‘Catatan dan penulisan ini bukan kerana nama,
Nama tidak menjamin Redha Rabbuna.
Penulisan ini bukan kerana harta,
Lagilah harta tidak menjamin ke syurga.
Bukan juga kerana terpaksa,
Memaksa itu bukan sifatnya Habibullah.
Ini bukan kerana sesiapa,
Kerana sesiapa bukan ghoyah utama.
Penulisan ini hanyalah kerana Allah,
Kerana RedhaNya adalah kunci kejayaan dunia,
Gerbang menuju Jannah ‘


One more thing

Try to read this

It made me ‘realize’

Is that the ‘word’??

Ok,, you guys think by your own

I’m lack of vocal..:(

whatever,,i'm lucky because i choose 

the right path..:)




• I choose to follow Allah •
despite others opinion, despite others judgment, despite others whispering, despite others look..

• I choose to follow Allah •
falling to my knees, putting my eyes down, living His Word as the air I breath, being His Blessings the blood in my veins…

• I choose to follow Allah •
surrendering to His Love, claiming for His Forgiveness, asking for His Compassion, enjoying His Grace…

• I choose to follow Allah •
thanking for every step I take, greeting everyone I meet, conscious of my ignorance, trying to be my best…














Monday 18 July 2011

i wish

it was 12.00 pm
and i was ready and i felt nervous 
i filled my ic number and the data that which is needed
OH MY GOD
i was so shocked
one word to describe me at the time is 'speechless'
and i really need to breathe



MEDICINE AND SURGERY

i was expecting dental
but it was MEDICINE AND SURGERY

'do i have interest in those thing?'
the word kept repeating in my mind
is that my dream?




i am very thankful to Allah because He gave me that
He know the best for me
is that the road that i need to follow?
in order to be success?




my mind kept thinking
most people said medicine is hard
i never imagine how i am gonna study it
can i do this?
i don't want to be fail


i want to be the best
but somehow
deep down my heart really doubting my decision
can i do that?


i will try my best on MEDICINE AND SURGERY
before this,i i tried so hard
to wake up after long dream
i manage to wake up excellently
and i wish i still can wake up




Thursday 14 July 2011

conversation introduction for philosophy student

worth reading. :)

An Atheist Professor of  Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Students to stand and . . .


Professor :Do you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?


(Student was silent )


Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?


(Student did not answer)


Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?


(Student had no answer)


Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you  say to that, son?
Student :  Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student asks and professor answers

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't, 


(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega Heat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre )


Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light . . but if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?



Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less  fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.


Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?


(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument was going)


Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? . . .No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures,sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)


Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is
FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.



That student was Albert  Einstein.

Thursday 7 July 2011

choose to start


This is a new blog..

To heal and to grieve.

To write everything I want to write down about what is going on inside my head.

To get back to being me again.

I can’t promise that it will be exciting…but it certainly will be a journey.

And hopefully it will be a worthy one.